Fixing My Own Heart.

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Sat, 17 Dec 2011 01:57:36 -0500

And if it was all my fault then why am I just as hurt by what you’ve done?

Sat, 26 Nov 2011 04:18:03 -0500

And if it was all my fault then why am I just as hurt by what you’ve done?

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Sat, 26 Nov 2011 04:14:26 -0500

I’m really hurt and the sick part is that your the person I use to talk to these things about...

Sat, 26 Nov 2011 04:14:02 -0500

I’m really hurt and the sick part is that your the person I use to talk to these things about and even though you were one the caused it, I wish you could comfort me about the damage you’ve done.

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Sat, 26 Nov 2011 04:07:46 -0500

You have saying all the right things at the very same time as making me feel insecure down to a...

Sat, 26 Nov 2011 04:06:37 -0500

You have saying all the right things at the very same time as making me feel insecure down to a art.

You have this effect on me the kind that makes me never feel good enough.

Sat, 26 Nov 2011 04:05:21 -0500

You have this effect on me the kind that makes me never feel good enough.

I don’t think I can ever forgive you for only liking me and never loving me

Sun, 30 Oct 2011 06:17:55 -0400

I don’t think I can ever forgive you for only liking me and never loving me

And its not about all the things said or all the things you did do, its about all the things you...

Mon, 24 Oct 2011 03:11:18 -0400

And its not about all the things said or all the things you did do, its about all the things you didn’t say and all the things you didn’t do.

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Sat, 22 Oct 2011 01:28:24 -0400

And why do boys always do that? seek you out when you aren’t looking, making this big deal...

Sat, 22 Oct 2011 01:06:00 -0400

And why do boys always do that? seek you out when you aren’t looking, making this big deal about getting to know you and just as they get you to the point where you start to care they disappear

Carly had a party last night it turned out good <3 I spent most of the night surrounded by good...

Sat, 22 Oct 2011 01:02:58 -0400

Carly had a party last night it turned out good <3 I spent most of the night surrounded by good people, turning down offers of alcohol and making my own fun. House Parties are always more entertaining when the parents are away.

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Sat, 22 Oct 2011 01:00:26 -0400

Remember when we went to the movies, and you let me chose even though that superhero movie...

Tue, 18 Oct 2011 07:58:06 -0400

Remember when we went to the movies, and you let me chose even though that superhero movie you’ve been waiting for, for months had just come out and I new you were dying to see it. But you didn’t say anything when I chose the latest girly movie you even smiled slightly and I think that’s when I new you loved me even when you didn’t say it because you put me before your own happiness.

People you love are always the people that hurt you the most. Not because they are bad people but...

Wed, 12 Oct 2011 02:09:59 -0400

People you love are always the people that hurt you the most. Not because they are bad people but because there the ones that have the biggest impact on you with every little thing they do

Miss my pink hair

Mon, 03 Oct 2011 09:26:10 -0400

Miss my pink hair

And I guess at the end of the day I’d rather fight with you than be with anyone else and maybe...

Mon, 03 Oct 2011 09:23:05 -0400

And I guess at the end of the day I’d rather fight with you than be with anyone else and maybe that’s what matters. Not all the other stuff, not big grand gestures and saying the right words. What matters is that I’d rather stand here hurting my lungs from screaming so loud than be with someone else who’d whisper what I want to hear in my ear. Because I want you the good and the bad and that scares me more than anything.

The thing is you didn’t have to lie…

Mon, 03 Oct 2011 03:24:39 -0400

The thing is you didn’t have to lie…

and maybe this is everything.

Sat, 01 Oct 2011 02:33:50 -0400

and maybe this is everything.

I saw you today you were smiling, I guess a part of me thought maybe you would feel like me lonely...

Fri, 30 Sep 2011 07:21:08 -0400

I saw you today you were smiling, I guess a part of me thought maybe you would feel like me lonely and lost and confused and missing you. Because you became a part of me, the part that smiled and laughed more. I wanted to see you upset, I know that makes me horrible but you were horrible to me the way you left things, and than you saw me and I smiled at you and you smiled back and we looked like two perfectly happy people and I wondered if you were playing pretend too.